失落~

突然间 没有理由的觉得失落
原因 我不知道

可能 因为寂寞时没有人陪
可能 因为开心时没有人分享
可能 因为伤心时没有人听我诉苦
可能 因为难过时没有人帮我擦泪

太多太多的可能 让我 不知觉的失落
有谁能明白呢
我不是你们想象中那么的坚强 乐观 开朗
这些大部分或许 可能 只是我的面具
让我能保护自己 不让自己受到任何的伤害
我承受不起那些伤害
我没有那个勇气 没有那个信心
我知道 我 是一个胆小鬼 是个懦夫
大家 不要对我有太大的希望
因为我没那个能力


我知道 以前的我不是这样的
可是
我也不想改变
我也不想变成这样
人 总是会变
但
是好还是坏呢
我不知道
或许 我改变在那里有时候我也不知道
但是
我不想最后一个被别人通知
我已经变了

所以亲爱的朋友们
只要发觉到
我改变了
请告诉我 好吗？




-piggy-

B.U.S.Y

YESTERDAY..

woke up at 7 oclock..
went 2 tuition..
aiks~~
reli malas wana go..
haha..
end at 10 oclock..
den we went to eat breakfast..
after tat,went to shop to buy the ingredients for steamboat for tonite..
huhuhu..
bought until RM 50++..
den went to tesco..
hahaha..
reli funi ar..
we buy vegie all those things..
den desmond saw de selling drinks d machine..
haha..
okie..
we tried 2 put some coins in it..
but asyik dropped down..
den a worker came..
mayb is an indian..
he say 'ei..dah rosak lar'..
huhu..
paiseh betul..
all de ppl around us turn n see us..
apa lar..
den we went to tmn molek..
ate our lunch n went back..
7.50 in de morning came out, 3.45 onli reach home..
haha..
den desmond forgot 2 bring his house key came out..
so he stayed at my house until 4 oclock lebih..
*his house is just opposite mine
den taking my nap..
cz later will be a tired nite..
dey came 2 my house for steambot..
guys : mr desmond,mr zhir wei,mr wei lok,mr pei kuan n mr darren..
gals : miss ashley,miss pui hoong,miss yee shi,miss sze yee,miss qian hui,miss suh yii n miss ying yan
huhuu..
5 guys n 7 gals..
after eating den we played tanglung..
like children..
huhu..
den all de guys were listening 2 my papa story..
my papa is not a simple person..
get wat i mean??
haha..
we ate n played until 1.45 in da morning..
den dey went back home..
cleaning until 2 oclock..
take 3rd time bath..
den sleep..
thanks papa mama for helping me in da clening~
reli had a great time..

THANKS MY DEAREST FRENZ~

ciao~



-piggy-

T.O.D.A.Y

Dearest mr. S..


do you still rmb today?
i dun think so..
thanks for leaving ur footprints in my hearts..
i noe tat i hurt u deeply..
but i got no choices..
SORIE~~
reli..
recently i heard tat u had broken up with HER..
ermmm..
nvm..i will oways b dere for u..
as a friend..
thanks for take care of me during tat time..
i noe i am a naughty n hot temper gurl..
thanks for your consideration..
i noe u treat me reli well..
thank you~
u will oways in my heart.....





-piggy-

O.U.T~

2day woke up at 7 oclock in da morning..

for my readers information,

i slept at 3 oclock in da morning yesterday..

hahaha..

tired..

but 'bo pian'..

need 2 tuition..

abur i can sleep until 12 oclock..

hahaha..

8 oclock reached pn.kala's house..

duhhhh..

do essay..

sienzzzz..

huhuhu..

finished pur tuition at 10 oclock..

den wei lok suggest to go to eat breakfast..

i dun wan 2 go d..

cz so so so lazy..

but dey asyik col me go..

okie..jiu go lor..

we went to eat 'dim sum'..

before n after..

huhuhu..

all de stuff cleared by 4 of us..

huhhuh..

i love 'siu mai'..

we ate until 11.30..

i say i wana play bowling..

huhuhu..desmond oso say wana go..

but..

sze yee say wana go for badminton..

but i dun wan..

ermm..bcz..duhhh..i dun wish 2 say..

den our final decision,BOWLING..

we ate RM30 ++..

thanks mr ng wei lok n mr desmond tan for belanja-ing us..

den went bek home to tek socks..

n go to fetch kuan zai..

4 of us went pasir gudang for bowling..

Rm 24 for 4 of us..

cheap rite?

huhuhu..

de purple 1 is mine d~

huhuhu..

our marks..

ermmm..

i was de champion..[from bhind]..

hahaha..

shame shame ler..

but i din play for 1 year le ler..

huhuuhu..

me n mr desmond..

we're busy taking photo..

hahaha..

xi guan le..

den after tat we went to mcD..

i think de mcD d workers hate us..

hahaha..

bcz we oways went dere..

yesterday nite limteh d location oso at dere..

hahaha..

quite hapi 2day..

but somethings happened..

nvm..i'll try 2 forget it..

2moro dey will come 2 my house for steamboat..

huhu..

exciting~

hope will be fun..

P/S : I hope u still rmb 2moro is what day..

ciao~

-piggy-

G.A.I G.A.I-ing

yesterday morning go sebelah rumah 2 makan makan..
hehehe..
tot got nasi beryani n rendang..
but we ate ketupat n kari in de end..
aiksss~
apa lar..
huhuhu..
den..
we go out 2 mam mam..
cz not full yet..
hahaha..
we went 2 jusco tebrau..
intended 2 catched a movie too too too many ppl..
reli many ppl lor..
aiyoyo..
many singaporenas..
y dey came here 2 'kuek sio' wif us wor..
hahaha..
reli tak berapa faham lor..
here r some pics..











before going out..











inside d car..wear jie jie sunglasses..
*not niceeeeee

hehehe..
at nite received gud nite msg from him~
hapieeee..

ciao~



-piggy-

M.oo.D.Y

Aiks~
raining raining 2day..
intended 2 go out but dey cancel ady..
nvm lar..
stay at home lagi baik..
hahahaha..
ben lai monday dey all wana cum 2 my house for BBQ d..
but dunoe deal or not..
huhuhu..
if dey din came den mayb i will join desmond dey all go eat hotpot..
but everything still haven confirm yet..
aiyoyoyo..
tat few guys 'po ma' betul lar..
hahahaa..
2moro er jie come back..
huhuhu..
can go gai gai le..
but she wana do her hair..
so bazir duit lor..
so my choice is correct d..
tat was cut my long hair..
haha..
but i miss my long hair..
look more like a gurl..
nvm lar..
hair nia mar..
d most important things is heart..
right?
huhuuhu..
k lar..
wana play games le..
ciao~



-piggy-

M.E +++ Y.O.U

Littlest Things by Lily Allen


Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

*Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and meIt seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too


The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on,
Tell me
Is this the end?


-piggy-

M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S

recently,i m clearing my room..
n i found so so many memories of us..
huhu..
i misss tat time..
n i miss u guys..
miss me not?
hiaks~
hahaha..
reli miss tat time we lepak n playing 2getha..
okie..

lets c da funi funi pics of us~ me n ah lian~
me n fiona~

me n ah lian jugak~

haha..

reli funi rite?

i discovered tat..

eiiiii..

lu jing..

y din hav our photo ar?

haha..

i oso dunnoe y ler..

huhu..

nvm lar..

u r oways in my heart^^

haha..

misss u guys badly..

hope can go back bp soon..

keep contact k..

ciao~

-piggy-

P.O.K.E.R F.A.C.E

yesterday went lateh wif kuan zai,desmond n zhir wei..

huhu..

driver - mr.xie pei kuan..

juz got his license..

he so excited lor..

we went tat time d cafe..

me n zhir wei ate ice kacang..

desmond n kuan zai ate cendol..

intended 2 sit until 10.30 2 watch 'ling yi guai tan' d..

but reli bored..

den kuan zai suggest us 2 go desmond house which was juz infront of my house..

haha..

wat lar..

den we sat at desmond house d garden dere..

drink some more..

haha..

oredi veri full le lor..

aiyoyo..

den chit chatting..

den we played '21 points'..

*mosquitoes bite me n zhir wei

haha..

we played 10 cent d..

me lost 40 cent..

den 11 smth juz went back home..

tired ar..

huhu..

-piggy-

糖罐子

糖罐子 by 王心凌


你快乐就好
为什么要我感觉到
我突然闻到丝丝的炫耀
我始终没有勇气面对你的笑
当我想逃 却逃不了
傻一点也好
其他的我不想知道
你留给我的糖衣太美好
有chocolate蓝莓 还有柠檬的味道
我宁可在糖罐里绕
才不会想你想到没心跳
好好与坏
其实都不重要
我早已失去逃离的力量
*糖罐子装着
回忆里的我们甜甜的梦
软软的吻
酸酸的快乐
糖罐子开了
所有的滋味我都舍不得
甜蜜都被眼泪慢慢的融化了


***喜欢这首歌的歌词



-piggy-

M.C.D.~~~

my MC Deluxe..
desmond BIG MAC..

4 of us..

huhu..

tis photo was tat day we stay bek 4 revision..

but end up eating n chating..

haha..

sze yee did de revision onli..

i love mc deluxe..

yeah!

2day my trial over ady..

hahaha..

hapi..

can relax ady..

huhu..

ciao~

-piggy-

Sunglasses

haha..flies~

nice?huhu..

jux now er jie gave me d..

cz she bought new d..

huhu..

she is reli 'xi xing yan jiu' lor..

nvm lar..

zhuan dao..

haha..

ok..

back 2 exam..

de add math is definetly difficult lor..

may b 2 me onli..

haha..

paper 1 i left out 13 ques..

paper2 lagi 'kao lat' ar..

i did 5 ques onli..

2 me it was reli veri tough lor..

cz i m a math idiot..

huhu..

nvm lar..

physics..

ermmm..arrr..

still ok lar..

but quite difficult oso..

some ques i dunnoe how 2 do lor..

aiksss..

hopefully can pass..

but definetly not with flying colours..

sob..sob..

huhu..

ciao~

-piggy-

M.A.T.H.S

2day maths...

huhu..

guess wat..

d paper1 i noe how 2 do half of de questions onli ar..

aiyoyo..

i oso dunoe y my maths so POOR lor..

hahaha..

nvm lar..

paper2..TRANSFORMATION..

how 2 do ar?!

earth as a sphere..

i oso dunnoe..

hahaha..

12 marks fly away~

nvm lar..

2moro is de subject tat i hate de most..

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS

tak suka lar..

sebab semua tak faham..

haha..

cz i dint have a gud teacher n oso din tuition..

huhu..

2day me,desmond,sze yee n lok stay back 4 revision..

sambil eating mcd..

pics post next time..

huhu..

me dou din study dao lor..

asyik play wif desmond...

haha..

k lar~

wana read fizik ady..

dun wan care 4 add math..

hehehehe..

ciao~

-piggy-

C.H.E.M.I.S.T.R.Y

Duh...

chemistry 2day..

kira tough lor..

paper 2 all got answers but mayb all wrong..

hahahaha..

susah lar..

but i noe de alloy d..

alloy onli..

huhu..

2moro maths..

hope tat can get gud result but i think de chances is veri miao mang d lar..

haha..

bye~

-piggy-

Duh...! Sejarah..

wat a GOOD subject huh..

all de tips tat dey all giv me din keluar..

wat lar..

me hafal sampai wan mati,satu pun tak keluar..

reli veli heng ar..

huhu..

nvm lar..

trial onli..

i will work harder on SPM..

i promise..

huhu..

thankzz azrie..

for giving me de raja n pemerintah d answer..

huhuhu..

-piggy-

Trial

今天考BM

哈哈 还算会啦

可是后面找kesalahan的不会咯

desmond也是说他不会 就没办法了

呵呵 因为他如果会我还可以问他咯

希望明天的BI我我都会做咯

呵呵 读书去

掰~

-piggy-

Lukisan Kejuruteraan

呵呵 今天考LK

前面是desmond 旁边是azrie跟danial 后面是vinot

虽然知道一定不及格可是还是有读一点点啦

谢谢desmond告诉我那一题一定回出

结果真的出耶

terima kasih 啦 呵呵

要读书了

掰~

-piggy-

湖边故事

刚才跟杰，之伟，诗诗，乐还有宽去吃MCD
呵呵 没有意义咯
哈哈 吃完了我们就去湖边
真的不知道去那里做什么咯
都没有东西看 虽然是说有瀑布 可是暗暗都没看到
听声音还恐怖咯
真是的 然后上车 还以为要回家了
那里知道 去另外一个湖 拜托
你们真的觉得我们没有事做啊
真是的 哈哈
结果还没下车我就喊走了
那里真的是太太太恐怖了啦
是人去的吗？！
呵呵 最后就去喝茶看戏咯
哈哈 我们真的是很的空咯
明天TRIAL了还跑出来玩
哈哈 可是毕业后都不懂还有时间玩吗
要睡觉了 安安~



-piggy-