♥ Lucky ♥

今天今天今天~
去新加坡~
呵呵~
也没什么...
只是去走走, 反正在家闲着也是闲着~
在那里做的事都不是重点~
就吃了韩国餐然后持了momo chacha 咯~
哈哈~
是不是没有重点~
然后要回家的时候~
到kranji了, 就要搭巴士回家~
看到170, 可是那个uncle说要放吃了,所以就等咯~
等着等着就看到causeway link...
mommy就说她没有散钱问我有没有~
我就说有, 有两块马币, 够吗？
mommy就说够了够了~
我们就上去...
那个bus driver 就说还要一多块六...
我跟mommy就对看~
心想死了, 我们都没有散钱...
mommy最散的就是五十块~
我有五块, 想说问看别人能不能跟我换~
结果没有人有~
救灾这个时候, 后面有一个人动我的我肩膀~
跟我说‘这里有块八, 够两个人’~
然后mommy就跟他拿咯~
结果我们就坐在他的对面~
尴尬死了~~~
哈哈哈~
那个男的张的高高帅帅的~
呵呵呵~
我都不敢看他的正脸咯~
然后就回家了~
虽然这些也不是重点~
哈哈哈~
我的脚是酸的咯咯咯~


p/s : 对不起啦~我知道我花痴~XD


-piggy-

♥ Outing ♥

昨天早上去打了bowling~

我,诗诗,之伟,阿杰,宽仔还有乐~

吃了才去~

很久没有打了~

呵呵~

打了两round~

第一round简直就是洗垄沟咯~

丢脸丢脸~

哈哈~

第二round比较好一点啦~

哈哈~

我真的很懒惰写啦~

看照片~

阿杰 & 秀

之伟 & 秀

你们你们你们 在忙么？XD

2nd round~ 我第一 XD

L = wei lok

X = xiu

R = rooney aka zhir wei

W = weiloklanjiaosmallsmall aka kuanzai

[ kuan type d, not me XD ]

T = torres aka desmond

然后就回家了~

下午杰和乐就来我家..

杰帮我弄我的laptop~

然后就讲话讲话讲话咯~

晚上的时候他们来我家打麻将~

伟,杰,和乐~

呵呵呵~

玩到半夜一点多才回家咯~~~

呵呵呵~

我累了~~~

安安~

-piggy-

♥ 无言 ♥

我真的觉得做人何必做到这样呢
我连看连听连想都觉得好累
真的不知道为何要做到这样
人要有自知之明
不对 应该是要懂得怎样去看待每一件事情
事情 不关你的事就别给评论

不管是正面的评语或是负面的
不要每件事即使不是你的事也管
谁和谁在一起
谁和谁说话
即使是谁和谁出去
这些 难道也在朋友的管辖范围内吗？
我不觉得
就连男朋友都不能管自己跟谁出去
就连男朋友也不能阻止自己要和谁说话
难道 朋友就有权利管吗？
我不觉得

权力 是自己的
并不是所有的事情都是朋友能管的
更何况 那算朋友吗？

朋友
互相包容 互相体谅 互相扶持
是不够的
朋友或许是
你说的每一句话 都不能伤朋友的心
你做的每一件事 都不能不考虑朋友的感受

我 承认
我也不是个百分百的朋友
有时还是会对朋友发脾气
可是 要适可而止吧
不是每个人都能容忍的
你的坏脾气
你的小姐脾气
你的任性
还有 你的嘴巴
或许 我这样说法 很过分
但 我也忍了那么久
是时候说出来了吧
不是我们不说
是迁就你
可是 别变本加厉
别让我们觉得你变了
我知道人都是会变的
变好或变坏自己选择
难道这样也要我来说吗？

我真的不明白
做人 何必要做的那么的累呢？
活了 很开心吗？
这样 很骄傲吗？
这样只会让别人对你大打折扣
这样只会让你自己变的更丑陋
这样只会让你朋友远离你
这样只会让自己更无法无天
好好想想吧
如果这下真的是你要的
随你的
就像我所说的
朋友 没有权力管那么多！



-piggy-

♥ BORED ♥

i am BORING~
can somebody tell me wat to do?
i reali dunnoe wan to do wat..
my exam..
left chemistry n LK onli..
DUHHHH~
i HATE chemistry..
i regretted because i take this sub..
it was tough for me..
there was no chemistry in me n CHEMISTRY~
i reali dun like it~


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BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED



-piggy-

♥ 管不着 ♥

by Selina

一个姓名 遥远又熟悉
朋友偶尔提起 居然还在意
也许只是天气 让我有点忧郁
也许在我心底 你从来不曾真的离去

只是你的一切我再也管不着
不能管你喝了几杯 心情好不好
身上穿的什麽颜色 也不是我来挑
亲吻的味道也变了 你已把我忘掉
是你的一切我再也管不着
你不在我的怀抱 不稀罕我的好
不能照顾你的人生 不能敲你的门
如果说遗憾 我承认 但你已陌生

一段感情 只剩下话题
不敢思索过去 和你的甜蜜
那双天真眼睛 有没有人会珍惜
最爱的小点心 她会不会学著去料理

只是 你的一切我再也管不着
不能管你喝了几杯 心情好不好
身上穿的什麽颜色 也不是我来挑
亲吻的味道也变了 你已把我忘掉
是你的一切我再也管不着
你不在我的怀抱 不稀罕我的好
不能照顾你的人生 不能敲你的门
如果说遗憾 我承认 但你已陌生

怎能把我忘掉
是你的一切我再也管不着
你不在我的怀抱 不稀罕我的好
不能照顾你的人生 不能敲你的门
如果说遗憾 我承认 但你已陌生


-piggy-

♥ PAIN ♥

short holidays for us..
physics on next week thursday..
i had done my BM,BI,MATH,ADD MATH,SEJ and MORAL..
yeassssshhhhh~
3 more subjects to go..

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today..
when wanna go back home,
i saw smth that made my blood pressure rise to de max level..
i saw him SMOKING..
omg omg omg..
wth..
smoking?!
WHAT THE FXCK?!
my feeling juz cant describe with words..
i juz dun noe why i felt like that..
my heart was aching..
i noe that i cant let my feeling run wild..
but..i m angry..
who ever promised me that he will not take smoking?
who ever promised me that he will not touch cigarettes?
who?!
omg..
i noe that i could not being too emotional..
i noe that i did not have the rights to stop u from doing all these..
but..y make this empty promises?
DUHHHHHHH~
u had changed..
u had changed so so so much..
u're not the one that i knew anymore..
i cant changed u..
although i m ur ex..
but y cant u juz treat urself well..
i juz cant understand..


i m going to let you go..
i mean that i m ready to forget u..
i noe it is pain n hard for me..
maybe it takes a long time..
but i m going to face the reality..

hope u doing fine in everything..
hope u realize that wat u had done is wrong..
hope u realize the disadvantages of smoking..
hope u seen this post..
and I MISS YOU~

P/S : sorry bcz i m too emotional in this post =D



-piggy-

♥ ♥ ♥

HAPI BURFDAY TO MY

MISSY NG YEE SHI

Huhu..
wish u all da best n stay happy wif ur DEAR~

I ♥ U~

MUAKSSSSS~

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Something happened in school today..
cz yee boon was hit by some kurang ajar malay students..
until eyes oso bleed..
but i din go n see him..
desmond told me d..
wth..
de malay kia at my school is so bad..
i jus dun noe y dey hit him..
den dey said that all de malay guys will wait at school gate today 2 pukul budak cina..
HARRRRRR?
ridiculous..
we was told by suh yii to use the front gate when time for back because all de malay guys will wait at de small gate dere..
but..
when i wanna went back,a pengawas stood at dere n call us to use small gate..
wth again..
y cant we use the front gate?!
den desmond, darren n wei lok took out their 'wu qi'..
hahaha..
they oways bring that steel stick to school..
fyi,dey use the same steel syick wif POLICE ..
hahaha..

IN THE END..

NOTHING HAPPENED..

i was indeed many ppl at de small gate dere but teacher oso at dere..
i was curious that y dey dun wan to call the police..
dere were sooo many ppl dere..
aikkksss~
this is the disadvantages of studying at GIRLS-BOYS school..
soooo many perselisihan faham n pertengkaran..
aduhai..
hahaha..


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2day was the day we pulang our teks book..
at de bilik SPBT dere,hanan make fun on me..
i mean that he called on my name n called Mr.S's name..
it was sooo embarrassing..
y he wanna do that..
i knew that he just wanna play..
but i knew that Mr.S dun like this kind of things..
it will make us more difficult to talk or even we just dun wish to face and meet each other..
i just hope that we can still can be friend..
but i dun think his thought was same as mine =(
it's ok..
duhhh..


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SPM is round da CORNER....


-piggy-

♥ 一秒也好 ♥

by 卓文宣

我关上了门最后一次听你说我们
熟悉变陌生把我往记忆里扔
我应该习惯你离去的眼神
才能让失去你变的更完整
窗外的街灯还在努力掩饰着早晨
我的叹息成真了整夜的苦闷
我该努力习惯这样的气氛
才发现失去了爱不用再等

我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来你只是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只能让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

清晨的街灯唤开了城市中的心门
我的等待成真了整夜的苦闷
我努力在你的回忆里狂奔
才了解失去了爱不用再等

我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只能让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好多

想再一次紧紧的拥抱
就算给我一秒也好
一秒可以给多少我都想要

我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来爱你是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只好让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

让回忆继续反复炫耀原来失去对彼此都不好

P/S ： ♥ THIS SONG

-piggy-

♥ 10 DAYS ♥

10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS
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10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS
10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS 10 DAYS

TO SPM~

OMG..


-piggy-

♥ 不了解 ♥

不了解不了解不了解
说真的 一切的一切就是因为不了解
最近 真的发生了很多很多事
说不累 是假的
我不会在这里讨论到底发生了什么事
因为 我不想弄的那么复杂

又要考试了
事情又那么多
到底能怎样呢？
有谁能来告诉我解决的方法呢？
到底怎样才能让误会化解？
到底怎样心理才不会有一根刺？
到底怎样才能重修旧好？
到底怎样才能让彼此不会难过？



种种的问题问题问题
好难解决噢
我看我还是不要想了啦
那么复杂的东西我的脑袋负荷不来
让一切顺其自然吧


P/S : 今天看到他 我的心跳漏了一拍



-piggy-

♥ Edited Pics ♥

Me , Mommy and Da Jie~

7 Jie Mei~

Miee~

Sister 4eva~

Nice?

Just edited~

-piggy-

♥ Gambatte ♥

最近好像开始恶补我的高数和 LK 噢
我怎样都不会咯 真的是很笨咯
哈哈哈
因为不想SPM考太烂
不然就真的够历了
至于chemis嘛 不想理
就顺其自然吧
希望不会来不及


最近
每天都很希望他有来学校
因为 我不想看到他自甘堕落的样子
讨厌他那样
所以看到他每天早上
从转角走进来
我就会有莫名的兴奋
可是 我们每次 还是擦肩而过
我不喜欢那种感觉
可是我还是没有勇气看他
理由呢 说真的连我自己也不知道
或许 这就是所谓的
“最熟悉的陌生人”
在他看着我的时候故作镇定
除了这样我还能怎样呢


那天信息他 竟然回问我问我我是谁
这时 我吓到了
心想
不会吧 才那么短的时间竟然能够把一个人忘的一干二净
可是最后回我的人不是他
那个人竟然回说他跟他交换电话号码
所以不知道我是谁

原来
根本就不用担心他嘛
他还是过得好好的
并没有怎样
为么我要在这里为他干担心呢
越想越气
回问那个人问他是谁
他竟然说‘我是他的好朋友 你干嘛要知道我是谁’
真是的
拽个屁啊
谁稀罕知道
如果是女的 她肯定很恶心
所以 现在我连一眼都不会想要看他了
除非
他来跟我说话
可是 还是不要异想天开了
期望越大 失落就会越大
为么要当傻瓜呢


现在已经不是想儿女私情的时候了
还是读好我的书比较重要
管他什么有没有来学校
这个已经不在我的管制范围内了
为自己的未来而努力吧
只有自己帮得到自己
加油
大家也为我加油吧 =)





-piggy-

♥ Courage ♥

I need more courage now..
Can anyone spare me some?
I am down..




-piggy-

♥ Dream ♥

It was so real yet it was just a dream..
A dream that were not true..
Everythings seems so real.
Yes..I Dream Of You..just now..
When i am taking my nap..
Duh..i dun feel like to wake up..
I like that kind of security..
It is not found in my reality life..
How i wish that it was true..
I just cant erase u from my vision..
How could i?
I m the one who gave up of u yet i am still care for u..
Dun u think i am BAD?

I am a coward..
I used to advised ppl not to have regret in their life..
Just like what i advised Hui..
But i lost my rationality when the probs lies on me..
I cant think and act according to what i said..
Words are easier to say but action is tougher to be done..
I wish that i could act nothing had happened although it was long time ago..
That kind of feeling just did not dissapear in my soul..
I always said that Im OK..
But i just need a fren to tell me that im not that fine..


Its ok..Its ok..
I am used to it..
Just keep that kind of feeling in my heart..
And let the feeling goes off..
I M FINE..




-piggy-

♥ If You're Not The One ♥

by Daniel Bedingfield



If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it throughAnd I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms


P/S = I Love This Song..

There is a special meaning in it =D

-piggy-

I am FRUST~







-piggy-

♥ I Hate Mr. S ♥

Seen as the tittle above..
yea..i reali do..
i hate this kind of feeling..

i hate him for not taking good care of himself..
i hate him for losing the passion in studying..
i hate him for breaking his promise..
i hate him because i still care for him..

y?
y he mus do that?
i reali dunnoe..
he changed..
i knew the fact that everyone will changed..
but i just cant accept it..
*i noe i m not a rational gurl..

~ I HATE HIM ~

♥ Colour My World ♥

COLOUR MY WORLD by WESTLIFE

Everybody needs affection

Looking for a deep connection

So put a little bit of love in my life today

Everybody needs some shelter

Spend a little time together

Come into my arms

Let them tell you what I want to say

Color my world

Draw on my heart

Take a picture of what you think love

Looks like in your imagination

Write on my soul

Everything you know

Use every word you've ever heard

To color my world

I've had enough of not believing

Living life without a meaning

I want something realand

I feel it when I'm next to you

Let's put out some love and devotion

Window to my heart's emotion'

Til the very end

It's the place

I'm gonna keep you in

Color my world

Draw on my heart

Take a picture of what you think love

Looks like in your imagination

Write on my soul

Everything you know

Use every word you've ever heard

To color my world

Let's make a world for you and me

That were never gonna leave

Color my world

Draw on my heart

Take a picture of what you think love

Looks like in your imagination

Write on my soul

Everything you know

Use every word you've ever heard

To color my world

-piggy-

♥ STOP ♥

duh..

i think tat i should start my revision n stop blogging n fb-ing..
i had wasted so so so much time playing wif my laptop..
jie jie fault..
cz brought this laptop back..
haha..
i'm BAD..
cz blame it on jie jie..
i just cant concentrated on my revision..
my sejarah..
i finished 'BANI UMAIYAH' onli..
which was tingkatan 4 bab 5..
oh my gosh..
wth i'm doing..
my chemistry..
lagi 'bian kong'..
i had decided 2 give up this subject..
cz it is reali tough for me..
*for me onli
okie okie..
add math..
aiks~~~
my otak cannot pusing lar..
how 2 do..
huhuhu..
oh ya..
LUKISAN KEJURUTERAAN..
how am i going 2 pass this subject huh?
i m reali curious bout it..
the teacher is reali very good^^

so i decided 2 keep my laptop n study..
ya..i reali mean bout it..
haha..
i must have the determination..


so..
wish me the best of luck,k?
will miss u all..
ciao~~



-piggy-

♥ 寂寞 好了 ♥

寂寞 好了 蔡旻佑


拼命的奢望 闷坏的胸口让我想大声的呐
喊我努力不放 你冷淡 你让分手 就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤
一年过了 还是一天 计算着慌张
计程车上的音响 我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的 心脏

*夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了

坚强外表下 我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝 我却很失落
秋天过了 冬天漫长
关于爱 感伤我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

*夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔心放空了 寂寞 好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放 oh~
夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔没有你 心放空了 寂寞 好了


P/S = i lurve this song..i BOLD the lyrics that i like^^


-piggy-

♥ Suffer ♥

Duh..


my whole body was in pain..
my legs were in pain..
my hands were in pain..
my neck was in pain..
my nose was in pain..
my head was in pain..
my back was in pain..
my stomach was in pain..
even my toes were in pain too..


aiks~

wat is happenning 2 me?


-piggy-

♥ SHUANG ♥

yeaterday bbq at qian hui's house..
i asked them de reason y we are bbq n dey said..
SHUANG..
hahaha..
wat a funi reason huh?
i am suffering from headache n flu yesterday..
but i insists to go too..
reached dere at 6.45..
saw yan onli..
i was curious bcz suh yii said that dey will reached dere by 6.15..
den chat wif yan 1st lor..
after that dey reached..
started 2 'qi huo'..
i had no experience in that..
but i tried 2 help..
mayb is kepo..
huhu..
but i did it too ler..
den started 2 grilled n eat eat eat..
oh ya..
something embarass thing happened 2 me..
i will not post it here..
*asked me if u wanted 2 know..
reali...EMBARASS..
den we played mahjong..
i am expert in that..
hahaha..
11.00 papa came n fetched me home..

bcz cannot stay until too late..
reached home n take my bath,again..
huhu..

my body is in pain now..
i mean whole body..
i oso dunoe why..
mayb is argggg..
forget bout it..
2day i ponteng..
huhu..
bcz dey are having PMR n our class had switched 2 tingkat 3..
i was sooooo malas 2 go dere..
haha..
i am lazy 2 walk lar..
that y i became fatter n fatter..
its ok..
LOVE ME LOVE MY FIGURE =D
huhu..
ciao~



-piggy-

♥ Random Pics ♥

C I T Y S Q U A R E ~

S K U L ~





F A M I L Y ~

P/S = My face looks veri 'bulat'..=)

♥ GONE ♥

another day had gone n i had done nothing..
why???
i oso dun noe..
huhu..2day woke up early in da morning 2 acc da jie go KPJ..
i caught FLU at dere..
its had been a decades since last time i caught flu..
this time..
my hidung macam wana terjatuh..
aiyoyo..
cannot eat panadol..
abur my eyes will swollen n became panda..
korlian hor??
haha..


2moro still nid 2 wake up early..
jus for breakfast n nid 2 send jie jie go 2 custom..
den nid 2 go qian hui's house for BBQ..
huhuhu..
my face are full of PIMPLES le ler..
still wan 2 eat grilled things ar..
apa lar..
hope 2 have an enjoyable sunday^^
nitez..
ciao~



-piggy-

♥ Second Chance ♥

Second Chance by Shinedown


my eyes are open wide
by the way
i made it through the day
I watch the world outside
by the way
I am leaving out today
I just saw halley's comet said
why are you always running in place
even the man in the moon disappeared
somewhere in this stratosphere

*tell my mother
tell my father
I have done the best
I canto make them realize
this is my lifeI hope they understand
I am not angry
I am just saying
sometimes good bye is a second chance

please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
this is my one and only voice
for today so listen close
it's only for today
I just saw halley's comets said
why you always running in place
even the man on the moon disappeared
somewhere in this stratosphere

tell my mother
tell my father
I have done the best I can
to make them realize
this is my lifeI hope they understand
I am not angry
I am just saying
sometimes goodbye is a second chance





-piggy-

♥ 对不起 谢谢 ♥

对不起 对不起

诗对不起 我每次都很激动的对你说话
素对不起 我每次都打你
虹对不起 我没有听你的话
彦对不起 我没好好了解你
慧对不起 我每次忽略你
仪对不起 我每次帮不上忙

杰对不起 我每次都吵你
乐对不起 我不知道该不该相信你
宽对不起 我每次敷衍你
伟对不起 我每次忘记叫你
庆对不起 我没有勇气和你说话
人对不起 我每次笑你


对不起 姐妹们
对不起 兄弟们


你们都是我的好朋友
我不希望在你们之中做出选择
真的真的
我不是重色轻友的
我只是不想被任何的一边讨厌 不喜欢

我讨厌 讨厌被排扯在外的感觉
我讨厌 讨厌没有人理我的感觉
我讨厌 讨厌你们讨厌我的感觉
我讨厌 讨厌一定要做出选择的感觉
我真的真的很讨厌

或许 可能 是我的错
我不应该钻牛角尖
我不应该胡思乱想
我不应该让你们担心

因为在你们眼中
我 是一个坚强的女孩
我 是一个开朗的女孩
我 是一个什么事都无所谓的女孩
我 是一个不认真的女孩
我 是一个爱胡闹的女孩
我 是一个爱幻想的女孩
可是我 就是我

我已经不想再把自己伪装起来
这样 让我觉得
我 好虚伪
我 好假
我 好胆小
我 好孬
我 好傻好傻

谢谢 谢谢你们让我找回自己
谢谢 谢谢你们让我不孤单
谢谢 谢谢你们让我受伤 然后再站起来
谢谢 谢谢你们让我了解我真正想要的
谢谢 谢谢你们一直在我我的身边陪伴我

就算不是真心的也无所谓
就算是短暂的也无所谓
就算是敷衍的也无所谓
就算是伪装的也无所谓
还是要谢谢你们


诗
谢谢你 真的
如果没有你 我不会过的那么好
如果没有你 我不会那么的勇敢
真的谢谢你噢~

不管怎样你们都是我的好朋友
我也不希望在毕业前 有什么变化
毕竟 大家都在一起
一起快乐过
一起难过过

所以 大家都不要再吵架了
谁知道哪天我们毕业后
这些 都是我们留下来最美好的回忆
我最爱你们~
你们任何一个~



-piggy-

♥ BUCK UP ♥

sorie everyone~
cz i neglected my blog..
huhu..
i am not a pro blogger indeed..
okie..
let me tell u all bout everyday of last week..

tuesday - went back to skul + tek exam paper [ my + math result sucks~]
wednesday - went to skul + balik + tuition
thursday - went to skul + balik + sleeping
friday - went to skul + balik + sleeping [actually is da same wif thurs =) ]
saturday - one day trip 2 s'pore wif mommy + visit jie jie + shopping + balik
sunday - i do nothing + a bored day..



as for 2day..
hahaha..
i ponteng..
din go 2 skul..
veri malas..
my results - 5 / 30 ppl..
aiks~
reli reli need 2 buck up..

gambatte~
i will not show up on week days cz i need 2 study..
will miss u all~


ciao~



-piggy-

失落~

突然间 没有理由的觉得失落
原因 我不知道

可能 因为寂寞时没有人陪
可能 因为开心时没有人分享
可能 因为伤心时没有人听我诉苦
可能 因为难过时没有人帮我擦泪

太多太多的可能 让我 不知觉的失落
有谁能明白呢
我不是你们想象中那么的坚强 乐观 开朗
这些大部分或许 可能 只是我的面具
让我能保护自己 不让自己受到任何的伤害
我承受不起那些伤害
我没有那个勇气 没有那个信心
我知道 我 是一个胆小鬼 是个懦夫
大家 不要对我有太大的希望
因为我没那个能力


我知道 以前的我不是这样的
可是
我也不想改变
我也不想变成这样
人 总是会变
但
是好还是坏呢
我不知道
或许 我改变在那里有时候我也不知道
但是
我不想最后一个被别人通知
我已经变了

所以亲爱的朋友们
只要发觉到
我改变了
请告诉我 好吗？




-piggy-

B.U.S.Y

YESTERDAY..

woke up at 7 oclock..
went 2 tuition..
aiks~~
reli malas wana go..
haha..
end at 10 oclock..
den we went to eat breakfast..
after tat,went to shop to buy the ingredients for steamboat for tonite..
huhuhu..
bought until RM 50++..
den went to tesco..
hahaha..
reli funi ar..
we buy vegie all those things..
den desmond saw de selling drinks d machine..
haha..
okie..
we tried 2 put some coins in it..
but asyik dropped down..
den a worker came..
mayb is an indian..
he say 'ei..dah rosak lar'..
huhu..
paiseh betul..
all de ppl around us turn n see us..
apa lar..
den we went to tmn molek..
ate our lunch n went back..
7.50 in de morning came out, 3.45 onli reach home..
haha..
den desmond forgot 2 bring his house key came out..
so he stayed at my house until 4 oclock lebih..
*his house is just opposite mine
den taking my nap..
cz later will be a tired nite..
dey came 2 my house for steambot..
guys : mr desmond,mr zhir wei,mr wei lok,mr pei kuan n mr darren..
gals : miss ashley,miss pui hoong,miss yee shi,miss sze yee,miss qian hui,miss suh yii n miss ying yan
huhuu..
5 guys n 7 gals..
after eating den we played tanglung..
like children..
huhu..
den all de guys were listening 2 my papa story..
my papa is not a simple person..
get wat i mean??
haha..
we ate n played until 1.45 in da morning..
den dey went back home..
cleaning until 2 oclock..
take 3rd time bath..
den sleep..
thanks papa mama for helping me in da clening~
reli had a great time..

THANKS MY DEAREST FRENZ~

ciao~



-piggy-

T.O.D.A.Y

Dearest mr. S..


do you still rmb today?
i dun think so..
thanks for leaving ur footprints in my hearts..
i noe tat i hurt u deeply..
but i got no choices..
SORIE~~
reli..
recently i heard tat u had broken up with HER..
ermmm..
nvm..i will oways b dere for u..
as a friend..
thanks for take care of me during tat time..
i noe i am a naughty n hot temper gurl..
thanks for your consideration..
i noe u treat me reli well..
thank you~
u will oways in my heart.....





-piggy-

O.U.T~

2day woke up at 7 oclock in da morning..

for my readers information,

i slept at 3 oclock in da morning yesterday..

hahaha..

tired..

but 'bo pian'..

need 2 tuition..

abur i can sleep until 12 oclock..

hahaha..

8 oclock reached pn.kala's house..

duhhhh..

do essay..

sienzzzz..

huhuhu..

finished pur tuition at 10 oclock..

den wei lok suggest to go to eat breakfast..

i dun wan 2 go d..

cz so so so lazy..

but dey asyik col me go..

okie..jiu go lor..

we went to eat 'dim sum'..

before n after..

huhuhu..

all de stuff cleared by 4 of us..

huhhuh..

i love 'siu mai'..

we ate until 11.30..

i say i wana play bowling..

huhuhu..desmond oso say wana go..

but..

sze yee say wana go for badminton..

but i dun wan..

ermm..bcz..duhhh..i dun wish 2 say..

den our final decision,BOWLING..

we ate RM30 ++..

thanks mr ng wei lok n mr desmond tan for belanja-ing us..

den went bek home to tek socks..

n go to fetch kuan zai..

4 of us went pasir gudang for bowling..

Rm 24 for 4 of us..

cheap rite?

huhuhu..

de purple 1 is mine d~

huhuhu..

our marks..

ermmm..

i was de champion..[from bhind]..

hahaha..

shame shame ler..

but i din play for 1 year le ler..

huhuuhu..

me n mr desmond..

we're busy taking photo..

hahaha..

xi guan le..

den after tat we went to mcD..

i think de mcD d workers hate us..

hahaha..

bcz we oways went dere..

yesterday nite limteh d location oso at dere..

hahaha..

quite hapi 2day..

but somethings happened..

nvm..i'll try 2 forget it..

2moro dey will come 2 my house for steamboat..

huhu..

exciting~

hope will be fun..

P/S : I hope u still rmb 2moro is what day..

ciao~

-piggy-

G.A.I G.A.I-ing

yesterday morning go sebelah rumah 2 makan makan..
hehehe..
tot got nasi beryani n rendang..
but we ate ketupat n kari in de end..
aiksss~
apa lar..
huhuhu..
den..
we go out 2 mam mam..
cz not full yet..
hahaha..
we went 2 jusco tebrau..
intended 2 catched a movie too too too many ppl..
reli many ppl lor..
aiyoyo..
many singaporenas..
y dey came here 2 'kuek sio' wif us wor..
hahaha..
reli tak berapa faham lor..
here r some pics..











before going out..











inside d car..wear jie jie sunglasses..
*not niceeeeee

hehehe..
at nite received gud nite msg from him~
hapieeee..

ciao~



-piggy-

M.oo.D.Y

Aiks~
raining raining 2day..
intended 2 go out but dey cancel ady..
nvm lar..
stay at home lagi baik..
hahahaha..
ben lai monday dey all wana cum 2 my house for BBQ d..
but dunoe deal or not..
huhuhu..
if dey din came den mayb i will join desmond dey all go eat hotpot..
but everything still haven confirm yet..
aiyoyoyo..
tat few guys 'po ma' betul lar..
hahahaa..
2moro er jie come back..
huhuhu..
can go gai gai le..
but she wana do her hair..
so bazir duit lor..
so my choice is correct d..
tat was cut my long hair..
haha..
but i miss my long hair..
look more like a gurl..
nvm lar..
hair nia mar..
d most important things is heart..
right?
huhuuhu..
k lar..
wana play games le..
ciao~



-piggy-

M.E +++ Y.O.U

Littlest Things by Lily Allen


Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

*Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and meIt seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too


The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on,
Tell me
Is this the end?


-piggy-

M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S

recently,i m clearing my room..
n i found so so many memories of us..
huhu..
i misss tat time..
n i miss u guys..
miss me not?
hiaks~
hahaha..
reli miss tat time we lepak n playing 2getha..
okie..

lets c da funi funi pics of us~ me n ah lian~
me n fiona~

me n ah lian jugak~

haha..

reli funi rite?

i discovered tat..

eiiiii..

lu jing..

y din hav our photo ar?

haha..

i oso dunnoe y ler..

huhu..

nvm lar..

u r oways in my heart^^

haha..

misss u guys badly..

hope can go back bp soon..

keep contact k..

ciao~

-piggy-

P.O.K.E.R F.A.C.E

yesterday went lateh wif kuan zai,desmond n zhir wei..

huhu..

driver - mr.xie pei kuan..

juz got his license..

he so excited lor..

we went tat time d cafe..

me n zhir wei ate ice kacang..

desmond n kuan zai ate cendol..

intended 2 sit until 10.30 2 watch 'ling yi guai tan' d..

but reli bored..

den kuan zai suggest us 2 go desmond house which was juz infront of my house..

haha..

wat lar..

den we sat at desmond house d garden dere..

drink some more..

haha..

oredi veri full le lor..

aiyoyo..

den chit chatting..

den we played '21 points'..

*mosquitoes bite me n zhir wei

haha..

we played 10 cent d..

me lost 40 cent..

den 11 smth juz went back home..

tired ar..

huhu..

-piggy-

糖罐子

糖罐子 by 王心凌


你快乐就好
为什么要我感觉到
我突然闻到丝丝的炫耀
我始终没有勇气面对你的笑
当我想逃 却逃不了
傻一点也好
其他的我不想知道
你留给我的糖衣太美好
有chocolate蓝莓 还有柠檬的味道
我宁可在糖罐里绕
才不会想你想到没心跳
好好与坏
其实都不重要
我早已失去逃离的力量
*糖罐子装着
回忆里的我们甜甜的梦
软软的吻
酸酸的快乐
糖罐子开了
所有的滋味我都舍不得
甜蜜都被眼泪慢慢的融化了


***喜欢这首歌的歌词



-piggy-

M.C.D.~~~

my MC Deluxe..
desmond BIG MAC..

4 of us..

huhu..

tis photo was tat day we stay bek 4 revision..

but end up eating n chating..

haha..

sze yee did de revision onli..

i love mc deluxe..

yeah!

2day my trial over ady..

hahaha..

hapi..

can relax ady..

huhu..

ciao~

-piggy-

Sunglasses

haha..flies~

nice?huhu..

jux now er jie gave me d..

cz she bought new d..

huhu..

she is reli 'xi xing yan jiu' lor..

nvm lar..

zhuan dao..

haha..

ok..

back 2 exam..

de add math is definetly difficult lor..

may b 2 me onli..

haha..

paper 1 i left out 13 ques..

paper2 lagi 'kao lat' ar..

i did 5 ques onli..

2 me it was reli veri tough lor..

cz i m a math idiot..

huhu..

nvm lar..

physics..

ermmm..arrr..

still ok lar..

but quite difficult oso..

some ques i dunnoe how 2 do lor..

aiksss..

hopefully can pass..

but definetly not with flying colours..

sob..sob..

huhu..

ciao~

-piggy-

M.A.T.H.S

2day maths...

huhu..

guess wat..

d paper1 i noe how 2 do half of de questions onli ar..

aiyoyo..

i oso dunoe y my maths so POOR lor..

hahaha..

nvm lar..

paper2..TRANSFORMATION..

how 2 do ar?!

earth as a sphere..

i oso dunnoe..

hahaha..

12 marks fly away~

nvm lar..

2moro is de subject tat i hate de most..

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS

tak suka lar..

sebab semua tak faham..

haha..

cz i dint have a gud teacher n oso din tuition..

huhu..

2day me,desmond,sze yee n lok stay back 4 revision..

sambil eating mcd..

pics post next time..

huhu..

me dou din study dao lor..

asyik play wif desmond...

haha..

k lar~

wana read fizik ady..

dun wan care 4 add math..

hehehehe..

ciao~

-piggy-

C.H.E.M.I.S.T.R.Y

Duh...

chemistry 2day..

kira tough lor..

paper 2 all got answers but mayb all wrong..

hahahaha..

susah lar..

but i noe de alloy d..

alloy onli..

huhu..

2moro maths..

hope tat can get gud result but i think de chances is veri miao mang d lar..

haha..

bye~

-piggy-

Duh...! Sejarah..

wat a GOOD subject huh..

all de tips tat dey all giv me din keluar..

wat lar..

me hafal sampai wan mati,satu pun tak keluar..

reli veli heng ar..

huhu..

nvm lar..

trial onli..

i will work harder on SPM..

i promise..

huhu..

thankzz azrie..

for giving me de raja n pemerintah d answer..

huhuhu..

-piggy-

Trial

今天考BM

哈哈 还算会啦

可是后面找kesalahan的不会咯

desmond也是说他不会 就没办法了

呵呵 因为他如果会我还可以问他咯

希望明天的BI我我都会做咯

呵呵 读书去

掰~

-piggy-

Lukisan Kejuruteraan

呵呵 今天考LK

前面是desmond 旁边是azrie跟danial 后面是vinot

虽然知道一定不及格可是还是有读一点点啦

谢谢desmond告诉我那一题一定回出

结果真的出耶

terima kasih 啦 呵呵

要读书了

掰~

-piggy-

湖边故事

刚才跟杰，之伟，诗诗，乐还有宽去吃MCD
呵呵 没有意义咯
哈哈 吃完了我们就去湖边
真的不知道去那里做什么咯
都没有东西看 虽然是说有瀑布 可是暗暗都没看到
听声音还恐怖咯
真是的 然后上车 还以为要回家了
那里知道 去另外一个湖 拜托
你们真的觉得我们没有事做啊
真是的 哈哈
结果还没下车我就喊走了
那里真的是太太太恐怖了啦
是人去的吗？！
呵呵 最后就去喝茶看戏咯
哈哈 我们真的是很的空咯
明天TRIAL了还跑出来玩
哈哈 可是毕业后都不懂还有时间玩吗
要睡觉了 安安~



-piggy-

一切都变了

虽然有说话，有嬉笑

可是为什么我总是还是有改变

改了什么，变了什么

我说不出来

现在一切的一切都让我觉得好假

好虚伪好虚伪

为什么呢？是我想太多吗？

是我OVER-REACT吗？

我不知道

真的不知道

希望能恢复正常

希望我一个人也能过的很好很好

-piggy-

SINGING COMPETITION~

huhuhu..

2day is da singing competition..
hehe..
we've got 3rd in da duet..
hehe..
sounds not bad rite?
but let me tell u..
5 groups were taking part in da duet..
n we got 3rd..
huhuhu..
malu betul..
but nvm lar..
we jus go play play ba ler..
hehehe..
ya..
desmond n kuan zai den all oso got dance..
sorry sorry by super junior..
de song is nice n their dance was damn cool..
hehe..

me n desmond..under da hot weather..stupid hor..
hehehe..

-piggy-

Y Blame On Me??

arghhhh..
damn frust nw..
mid year exam is approaching..
n so many probs were coming into my brain..
yesterday..
haihzz..
somebody blame on me bout our relationship..
i just cant stand it..
y so care bout what they've said?
i just dun know..
but y must he blame on me?
am i wrong?
excuse me..
not my fault k..
did i told them to do so.. ?
i cant imagine tat u'r such a person..
not gentleman at all..
hope u noe tat u're wrong in judging me..



~piggy~

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