♥ Gambatte ♥

最近好像开始恶补我的高数和 LK 噢
我怎样都不会咯 真的是很笨咯
哈哈哈
因为不想SPM考太烂
不然就真的够历了
至于chemis嘛 不想理
就顺其自然吧
希望不会来不及


最近
每天都很希望他有来学校
因为 我不想看到他自甘堕落的样子
讨厌他那样
所以看到他每天早上
从转角走进来
我就会有莫名的兴奋
可是 我们每次 还是擦肩而过
我不喜欢那种感觉
可是我还是没有勇气看他
理由呢 说真的连我自己也不知道
或许 这就是所谓的
“最熟悉的陌生人”
在他看着我的时候故作镇定
除了这样我还能怎样呢


那天信息他 竟然回问我问我我是谁
这时 我吓到了
心想
不会吧 才那么短的时间竟然能够把一个人忘的一干二净
可是最后回我的人不是他
那个人竟然回说他跟他交换电话号码
所以不知道我是谁

原来
根本就不用担心他嘛
他还是过得好好的
并没有怎样
为么我要在这里为他干担心呢
越想越气
回问那个人问他是谁
他竟然说‘我是他的好朋友 你干嘛要知道我是谁’
真是的
拽个屁啊
谁稀罕知道
如果是女的 她肯定很恶心
所以 现在我连一眼都不会想要看他了
除非
他来跟我说话
可是 还是不要异想天开了
期望越大 失落就会越大
为么要当傻瓜呢


现在已经不是想儿女私情的时候了
还是读好我的书比较重要
管他什么有没有来学校
这个已经不在我的管制范围内了
为自己的未来而努力吧
只有自己帮得到自己
加油
大家也为我加油吧 =)





-piggy-

♥ Courage ♥

I need more courage now..
Can anyone spare me some?
I am down..




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♥ Dream ♥

It was so real yet it was just a dream..
A dream that were not true..
Everythings seems so real.
Yes..I Dream Of You..just now..
When i am taking my nap..
Duh..i dun feel like to wake up..
I like that kind of security..
It is not found in my reality life..
How i wish that it was true..
I just cant erase u from my vision..
How could i?
I m the one who gave up of u yet i am still care for u..
Dun u think i am BAD?

I am a coward..
I used to advised ppl not to have regret in their life..
Just like what i advised Hui..
But i lost my rationality when the probs lies on me..
I cant think and act according to what i said..
Words are easier to say but action is tougher to be done..
I wish that i could act nothing had happened although it was long time ago..
That kind of feeling just did not dissapear in my soul..
I always said that Im OK..
But i just need a fren to tell me that im not that fine..


Its ok..Its ok..
I am used to it..
Just keep that kind of feeling in my heart..
And let the feeling goes off..
I M FINE..




-piggy-

♥ If You're Not The One ♥

by Daniel Bedingfield



If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it throughAnd I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms


P/S = I Love This Song..

There is a special meaning in it =D

-piggy-

I am FRUST~







-piggy-

♥ I Hate Mr. S ♥

Seen as the tittle above..
yea..i reali do..
i hate this kind of feeling..

i hate him for not taking good care of himself..
i hate him for losing the passion in studying..
i hate him for breaking his promise..
i hate him because i still care for him..

y?
y he mus do that?
i reali dunnoe..
he changed..
i knew the fact that everyone will changed..
but i just cant accept it..
*i noe i m not a rational gurl..

~ I HATE HIM ~

♥ Colour My World ♥

COLOUR MY WORLD by WESTLIFE

Everybody needs affection

Looking for a deep connection

So put a little bit of love in my life today

Everybody needs some shelter

Spend a little time together

Come into my arms

Let them tell you what I want to say

Color my world

Draw on my heart

Take a picture of what you think love

Looks like in your imagination

Write on my soul

Everything you know

Use every word you've ever heard

To color my world

I've had enough of not believing

Living life without a meaning

I want something realand

I feel it when I'm next to you

Let's put out some love and devotion

Window to my heart's emotion'

Til the very end

It's the place

I'm gonna keep you in

Color my world

Draw on my heart

Take a picture of what you think love

Looks like in your imagination

Write on my soul

Everything you know

Use every word you've ever heard

To color my world

Let's make a world for you and me

That were never gonna leave

Color my world

Draw on my heart

Take a picture of what you think love

Looks like in your imagination

Write on my soul

Everything you know

Use every word you've ever heard

To color my world

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♥ STOP ♥

duh..

i think tat i should start my revision n stop blogging n fb-ing..
i had wasted so so so much time playing wif my laptop..
jie jie fault..
cz brought this laptop back..
haha..
i'm BAD..
cz blame it on jie jie..
i just cant concentrated on my revision..
my sejarah..
i finished 'BANI UMAIYAH' onli..
which was tingkatan 4 bab 5..
oh my gosh..
wth i'm doing..
my chemistry..
lagi 'bian kong'..
i had decided 2 give up this subject..
cz it is reali tough for me..
*for me onli
okie okie..
add math..
aiks~~~
my otak cannot pusing lar..
how 2 do..
huhuhu..
oh ya..
LUKISAN KEJURUTERAAN..
how am i going 2 pass this subject huh?
i m reali curious bout it..
the teacher is reali very good^^

so i decided 2 keep my laptop n study..
ya..i reali mean bout it..
haha..
i must have the determination..


so..
wish me the best of luck,k?
will miss u all..
ciao~~



-piggy-

♥ 寂寞 好了 ♥

寂寞 好了 蔡旻佑


拼命的奢望 闷坏的胸口让我想大声的呐
喊我努力不放 你冷淡 你让分手 就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤
一年过了 还是一天 计算着慌张
计程车上的音响 我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的 心脏

*夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了

坚强外表下 我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝 我却很失落
秋天过了 冬天漫长
关于爱 感伤我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

*夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔心放空了 寂寞 好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放 oh~
夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔没有你 心放空了 寂寞 好了


P/S = i lurve this song..i BOLD the lyrics that i like^^


-piggy-

♥ Suffer ♥

Duh..


my whole body was in pain..
my legs were in pain..
my hands were in pain..
my neck was in pain..
my nose was in pain..
my head was in pain..
my back was in pain..
my stomach was in pain..
even my toes were in pain too..


aiks~

wat is happenning 2 me?


-piggy-

♥ SHUANG ♥

yeaterday bbq at qian hui's house..
i asked them de reason y we are bbq n dey said..
SHUANG..
hahaha..
wat a funi reason huh?
i am suffering from headache n flu yesterday..
but i insists to go too..
reached dere at 6.45..
saw yan onli..
i was curious bcz suh yii said that dey will reached dere by 6.15..
den chat wif yan 1st lor..
after that dey reached..
started 2 'qi huo'..
i had no experience in that..
but i tried 2 help..
mayb is kepo..
huhu..
but i did it too ler..
den started 2 grilled n eat eat eat..
oh ya..
something embarass thing happened 2 me..
i will not post it here..
*asked me if u wanted 2 know..
reali...EMBARASS..
den we played mahjong..
i am expert in that..
hahaha..
11.00 papa came n fetched me home..

bcz cannot stay until too late..
reached home n take my bath,again..
huhu..

my body is in pain now..
i mean whole body..
i oso dunoe why..
mayb is argggg..
forget bout it..
2day i ponteng..
huhu..
bcz dey are having PMR n our class had switched 2 tingkat 3..
i was sooooo malas 2 go dere..
haha..
i am lazy 2 walk lar..
that y i became fatter n fatter..
its ok..
LOVE ME LOVE MY FIGURE =D
huhu..
ciao~



-piggy-

♥ Random Pics ♥

C I T Y S Q U A R E ~

S K U L ~





F A M I L Y ~

P/S = My face looks veri 'bulat'..=)

♥ GONE ♥

another day had gone n i had done nothing..
why???
i oso dun noe..
huhu..2day woke up early in da morning 2 acc da jie go KPJ..
i caught FLU at dere..
its had been a decades since last time i caught flu..
this time..
my hidung macam wana terjatuh..
aiyoyo..
cannot eat panadol..
abur my eyes will swollen n became panda..
korlian hor??
haha..


2moro still nid 2 wake up early..
jus for breakfast n nid 2 send jie jie go 2 custom..
den nid 2 go qian hui's house for BBQ..
huhuhu..
my face are full of PIMPLES le ler..
still wan 2 eat grilled things ar..
apa lar..
hope 2 have an enjoyable sunday^^
nitez..
ciao~



-piggy-

♥ Second Chance ♥

Second Chance by Shinedown


my eyes are open wide
by the way
i made it through the day
I watch the world outside
by the way
I am leaving out today
I just saw halley's comet said
why are you always running in place
even the man in the moon disappeared
somewhere in this stratosphere

*tell my mother
tell my father
I have done the best
I canto make them realize
this is my lifeI hope they understand
I am not angry
I am just saying
sometimes good bye is a second chance

please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
this is my one and only voice
for today so listen close
it's only for today
I just saw halley's comets said
why you always running in place
even the man on the moon disappeared
somewhere in this stratosphere

tell my mother
tell my father
I have done the best I can
to make them realize
this is my lifeI hope they understand
I am not angry
I am just saying
sometimes goodbye is a second chance





-piggy-

♥ 对不起 谢谢 ♥

对不起 对不起

诗对不起 我每次都很激动的对你说话
素对不起 我每次都打你
虹对不起 我没有听你的话
彦对不起 我没好好了解你
慧对不起 我每次忽略你
仪对不起 我每次帮不上忙

杰对不起 我每次都吵你
乐对不起 我不知道该不该相信你
宽对不起 我每次敷衍你
伟对不起 我每次忘记叫你
庆对不起 我没有勇气和你说话
人对不起 我每次笑你


对不起 姐妹们
对不起 兄弟们


你们都是我的好朋友
我不希望在你们之中做出选择
真的真的
我不是重色轻友的
我只是不想被任何的一边讨厌 不喜欢

我讨厌 讨厌被排扯在外的感觉
我讨厌 讨厌没有人理我的感觉
我讨厌 讨厌你们讨厌我的感觉
我讨厌 讨厌一定要做出选择的感觉
我真的真的很讨厌

或许 可能 是我的错
我不应该钻牛角尖
我不应该胡思乱想
我不应该让你们担心

因为在你们眼中
我 是一个坚强的女孩
我 是一个开朗的女孩
我 是一个什么事都无所谓的女孩
我 是一个不认真的女孩
我 是一个爱胡闹的女孩
我 是一个爱幻想的女孩
可是我 就是我

我已经不想再把自己伪装起来
这样 让我觉得
我 好虚伪
我 好假
我 好胆小
我 好孬
我 好傻好傻

谢谢 谢谢你们让我找回自己
谢谢 谢谢你们让我不孤单
谢谢 谢谢你们让我受伤 然后再站起来
谢谢 谢谢你们让我了解我真正想要的
谢谢 谢谢你们一直在我我的身边陪伴我

就算不是真心的也无所谓
就算是短暂的也无所谓
就算是敷衍的也无所谓
就算是伪装的也无所谓
还是要谢谢你们


诗
谢谢你 真的
如果没有你 我不会过的那么好
如果没有你 我不会那么的勇敢
真的谢谢你噢~

不管怎样你们都是我的好朋友
我也不希望在毕业前 有什么变化
毕竟 大家都在一起
一起快乐过
一起难过过

所以 大家都不要再吵架了
谁知道哪天我们毕业后
这些 都是我们留下来最美好的回忆
我最爱你们~
你们任何一个~



-piggy-

♥ BUCK UP ♥

sorie everyone~
cz i neglected my blog..
huhu..
i am not a pro blogger indeed..
okie..
let me tell u all bout everyday of last week..

tuesday - went back to skul + tek exam paper [ my + math result sucks~]
wednesday - went to skul + balik + tuition
thursday - went to skul + balik + sleeping
friday - went to skul + balik + sleeping [actually is da same wif thurs =) ]
saturday - one day trip 2 s'pore wif mommy + visit jie jie + shopping + balik
sunday - i do nothing + a bored day..



as for 2day..
hahaha..
i ponteng..
din go 2 skul..
veri malas..
my results - 5 / 30 ppl..
aiks~
reli reli need 2 buck up..

gambatte~
i will not show up on week days cz i need 2 study..
will miss u all~


ciao~



-piggy-